Mind control

I don't want to sleep.

I don't want to be awake.

Just get off my mind.

xx

the best

05/08-06/10

I miss your arms the most.

"Where will you be when I die?" "I'll be following right behind you, dear."

Good-bye

What I always thought is true.

I will die alone and without you.

Distance

This is killing me.

2

You see what you see, but you never saw me.

You never saw what we could be.

I would have done anything to give you everything,

but you never saw me.

You never saw what we could be.

You have the power of gods over me.

A

I found serenity at 1:36 am;

our bodies entwined, and eyes connected.

With our flesh against flesh,

we stared at each other as though frozen in time,

not speaking a word for fear of ruining this connection

that is found only once in your life.

You have this moment; this one perfect utopia:

If you miss it, you will never get another chance to hold it,

feel it, let it take over every part of you.

In that brief moment I was whole.

Never had I felt such bliss, and never again would I feel the same.

Dazed

Everything is wrong.

I'm living someone else's life.

Please come find me and save me.

I don't belong here.

Solitude

"Two six packs.

To hell with dinner.

Throw your clothes on the floor.

No shower.

Light a cigarette.

Nothing to do,

no one to talk to.

Sweet solitude."